worthy. loved. enough.

I’ve lied to myself. For years. I’ve spent hours whispering words of untruth into my heart, hardening it and hiding myself.

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It has taken a few years to detox those beliefs from my mind. Thoughts of never being enough for someone, not deserving the dreams and goals I have, being too this or too that, all causing limitations in my life. Beliefs that were passed on from older generations that were passed on to them. However, we’re living different times now.

We are in a point in human evolution where we no longer feed off the negative, instead it starves us. We feed from the positive because the veils that used to blind us have lifted and we are no longer believing the lies we’ve fed ourselves and have been fed. Shifts in the consciousness are happening and we see our truth and the truth of others. We see it is time to live from that place in our heart, where the soul lies. The soul is the only thing that is infinite. Understanding that, changes our perspective in life. It connects us to a grander vision and removes beliefs that hinder our growth.

So I say this:

You and I are worthy of our dreams and ambitions and success. You and I are loved so very much—love that comes from self to self and all those around us. We are deserving of that love. Embrace it. You and I are enough in this skin and life we are in, always striving to grow in our personal journey. We are enough to receive love. We are enough to accomplish our goals. We are enough to prosper and be abundant. We are enough to be alive.

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Manifesting Magic: How surrendering gave me power

I have been spending some time in Spain this holiday season, visiting my family and getting reacquainted with a part of me that I always had a deep connection with until the last few years.

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When we first talked about this trip, I wanted nothing to do with it. I was in my own place, digesting personal revelations and thinking about traveling to a place that might stir up more emotions was something I didn’t have time for. Or the heart for it. So I responded with, “I’ll see.” Any excuse I came up with wasn’t good enough to get me out of this trip, because I would be excluding myself further than I already had within my family nucleus. Something I know is emotional and growth suicide.

Instead, I gave myself time to work through what I was feeling, knowing that this trip would be something different for my spiritual growth, but I had to go with a clear mind, open understanding of the world around me, and a guided heart. It wasn’t easy. It was confusing.

I resisted. I fought it. I surrendered to it. 

They say we’re living new times, and I resonate with that. Despite my resistance, this inner understanding sparked, giving life to this awesome truth I needed to discover. My path in life stopped being jagged and became a straight road to something I am still uncovering. All I knew was that I needed to go. I needed to explore. I needed to allow myself to be guided by a force greater than the fear of my ego.

So I booked my flight, leaving 10 days earlier than planned, to embark on this journey of digging deeper into my roots. No. Deeper than that. To my core. My very essence. Once I go within to that place, I will know where this road I recently started walking on will lead—a clarity I’m craving.

I want to live where the fairies are. 

The magic I’ve always felt in the forest has seeped into my skin. The sacredness I’ve always known surrounds me when I’m here has manifested itself. I came 10 days earlier for the purpose of discovering what my soul is urging me to. I came for the peace this place has always offered my being. I came for the connection to earth mother, away from the congestion of the city. Pure energy in one of the purest places I’ve visited.

My search continues as I’m here. I take in every message. I admire the beauty of this land I chose to live in. I’m reminded of the majesty of our earth mother as I pause to admire her beauty.

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I seek guidance from the sun to light this sometimes foggy path, and I appreciate the night fog to give thanks for the present moment I’m living.

The changes around us are occurring. The world and our energies are shifting. Instead of resisting—like I did with this trip—if we allow the emotions to flow through us without grasping on to them or attempting to control them, we will understand the lessons in our every day life. We will be grateful for the role each person has in our life. Our views and perception of people and situations will shift with the mere opening of compassion and removal of judgment.

I’m ready for the next step. I stand, openly surrendering, so that I may live my purpose. For that is the reason I’m here, and it’s no longer time for me to prolong living out that purpose. It’s time I stand with courage, like the mountains I’ve always been fond of, withstanding the storms and offering to the world what I came here to do.